Every Coolness Has A Warm Side

Hi dears,

summer is back in town and is it possible to feel any different than simply cool, cooler, coolest (?) under your heavy sunglasses and sexy dress code especially when the trend color is a cool icy blue? Of course not, especially since hot towns need cool people. But us cool people are always are cursed with the prejudice to be cold of feelings, ignorant and arrogant. I want to stand up for my cool brothers and sisters and say that underneath our coolness we are hiding a heart of gold which is as warm as the sand of the beach kissed by the sun.

But well let us be honest, how can the people around us see this warm side if we hide it. It should be packed out and brought together into harmony with all the coolness. This is how it works to create happy summer-feelings.



Thanks to Miu Nails & Wellness for the very cool nail art.

Xoxo ♥ Johanna

Tamar Kaprelian - Sinner Or A Saint

Hello beautiful people,

if it concerns music let us be honest and admit that at least once at least everyone of us has already downloaded the one or other song at low cost or even for free. Do not worry, this sensitive secret will stay between you and me. But I did not write this to awake bad consciences or to expose you. Moreover my intention with such an introduction is that thanks to iPods or smart phones we are not in the necessary need of CDs anymore... Do you remember compact disks still...?


However once in a while you find people who are worth their CDs or rather merchandise to be bought and as a true supporter and admired listener (I do not like the term "fan" because we are all equal and because without "fans" the artists would not be anything. I believe in the possibility that "fans" and their "stars" can become friends.) you will make special space in your room for your special CDs.
Over short or long Tamar Kaprelian (commonly known as the representative of Armenia in the Eurovision Song Contest 2015 with the super-group Genealogy) has deserved her place in my heart, mind and shelves, too. With her EP "California" and her debut and so far only album "Sinner Or A Saint" about which I want to talk about with you or rather did with Tamar.



The 28-year-old American born Armenian has started her career in 2008 by winning a contest on the social network "YouTube". Apart from her outstanding voice Tamar has taught herself the piano and is a self-confident song-writer. All the songs are written by herself which are among other inspired by Billie Joel. When you listen to Tamar's songs you indeed recognize the classy American spirit. My personal favorite ones are apart from all on the whole "New Day", "Delicate Soul", "Should Have Known Better", "March Mornings" and "The Otherside (Aleatory)". In any way an album worth getting to as well admire Tamar in her beauty.


In the following interview I've caught the artists and wanted to know it myself and show you the meaning of "the heart of an artists".

Fall4Me: Dear Tamar, congratulations to such a great debut album! You don't see it every day now our days that artists write all the songs from their album. Rather it is seen as a "qualification". How important is it for you that the songs for your album are written by you?Tamar Kaprelian: It has always been important for me to write my own music. I've actually always had a difficult time singing other people's songs. That's not to say that everyone NEEDS to write their own material to be considered talented... or to be considered an artist. Many incredible artists sing other people's songs. But for me, personally, songwriting is cathartic. It's a way for me to release my emotions.

With regard that "Sinner Or A Saint" is your very first album what would you say what does the album design (your photo session and the titles of your album) say about the person you are?
I think everyone has two sides to their personalities. And I think in life, as you grow and mature, it is important to explore. Get to know yourself. And at the end of the day, not be afraid to be true to yourself.



Thank you for your great interview and have a great continuing career. I am most proud to say that my fellow Western musician with Armenian roots and I care an equal thinking. You have my respect and certainly other's, too.

Official site: http://www.tamarkaprelian.com/
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TamarKaprelian
Instagram: https://instagram.com/tamarmusic/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/TamarKaprelian

Xoxo ♥ Johanna

Confessions Of A Simple Diva


Hello my beloved readership,

I have to admit I fell in love even though I have been repressing these feelings all the time because I was  afraid of another fail and another disappointment since I did not doubt anymore that every worst experience I have lived to far could be undercut.
What I have forgotten is to give every man the chance to be the best of my life.

I admit I have been spying and I have seen things which I wished I have never discovered. They got me hurt.
What I have forgotten about is that behind everything on the surface there is a reason behind.

I admit I was about to give up and let sorrow win over me.
What I have forgotten is that if you keep on loving something despite all the hurt that it might give you you will most likely be rewarded for your fight and unconditional love and patience.

I must confess I have stressed myself way too much lately. I have let myself hanging and given up too quickly for every little thing.
I have forgotten to think before I act and realized that in the end it all is much less bad than it seemed in the shadows.

I must confess I saw the bad in everything. I was very hopeless baring a heavy heart and heavy tears.
What I have forgotten is to stay cool because for every problem there is a solution.










Blouse - Adagio
Skirt - Tally Weijl
Watch - Chanel
Pumps - Menbury

Xoxo ♥ Johanna

I CanT KEEP CAlm ItS JunE

Hi peopleee,

what is great about June? It is the month of midsummer - no. It is the month of holidays - no,no, no,  no. It is the candy colors, one shinier than the other all mixed together. Wearing these bright colors make you hyper just as if you have eaten a bunch of candies and cannot stop the thrill towards direction higher. The rainbow color crystals are just beginning to shine right into your heart.
The time to explode has come to spread out positive energy and sparks and hypes. Since June is a pretty tough month for students like me that final exams are on it is important to not let yourself hanging rotten in depression. Be delicious like candy and see the sweet sides of life to bring it on like loud and bright like fire-works.




Blazer, skinny jeans - New Look
Queen Lenna tee - HEAVY MENTAL
 Chucks - Converse

Xoxo ♥ Johanna

I'll Be For You

Hello my beautiful people,

life can be very dark at certain periods. Sometimes even darker than this black dress. And then there comes a point where even smiling from the bottom of your heart becomes one of the most heavy things to do for you. In times like these it is not good to know that there are people who are as well going through hardships because this thought will not release you from your own sorrow at the slightest because firstly your own sorrow will keep you from realizing it and secondly will be sorry and sad for the person. In times like these the best thing to know is that despite all you will want to fight your sorrow to be for someone who is more important to you than you yourself because nothing will be more important to you than the happiness of someone who is deeply engraved in your heart. 

There is no hopelessness, never. You will be caught because loving someone and rescuing this person's soul can only do a person whose heart has suffered once.




Dress - s.Oliver Denim
Belt - New Look
Necklace - Tally Weijl
Watch - Chanel
Roman sandals - Tack Tack
Earrings - Bijou Brigitte

Xoxo ♥ Johanna

Jazz Nights

Bonjour mes chers,

when the nights are getting agreeably warm and the sunsets more beautiful than ever we know that summer is back in town and the mood to go out is arising like the temperature. Time to celebrate the most popular season but with me it is always going to be classy and noble and for those of you who do not believe that classy and noble can also be light and carefree let me take you to the next dance. Dance and smile and forget that there is bad existing in the world. Dance and fly higher and higher. Dance for the whole night knowing that darkness is just for a little moment that will pass away soon. Dance in the highest level because the bright times will endure.





Blouse, high-heels - Romwe
Belt - C&A
Leggings - Betty Barclay
Watch - Chanel

Xoxo ♥ Johanna

Made My May

Good day my beloved readership,

can you believe that for one month I was hiding a secret from you? Please do not leave and be hurt now. No one knew about it... well, apart from my best friend. "Made My May" is what I named this project. It is not about having a day in may that topped everything else I have experienced in my whole life - which was still the case - but from first to 31st May being able to find something that made my day each day of May.
"Do you think you will achieve this?", my best friend asked me.
Yes! The secret and aim of this project is to see value in the little things in life and to not follow the mainstream but to recognize personal values.

I will be most glad to share Made My May in the following with you:

May 1st: I made real my perfectionized cosplay of Ada Wong in Resident Evil 6 which was then featured on the Official Resident Evil Instagram page. This was a big honor to me.
May 2nd: My look "Masterpiece" was liked by the Armenian singer Vahe Tilbian who is living in Ethiopia whom I cherish a lot. He was in the super groupe Genealogy that represented Armenia this year in the Eurovision Song Contest.
May 3rd: I got my first - and so far only - message from Stephanie Topalian an Armenian/Japanese singer whom I like very much because of the fact that there is another Armenian on the other side of the world who is into J-Cult and anime. She was also in the super group Genealogy.
May 4th: Catherine Oxenberg showed me recognition and liked one of my posts on Instagram. It was unexpected but it gave me hope again and happiness.
May 5th: Thank you for 300 followers on Instagram. Thanks to everyone who stayed and everyone who joined me and my little world.
May 6th: I finally got renewed what got lost but is very important in my purse. I was very sad because I could not explain myself how it could happen.
May 7th: I have created a new concept on my blog with the make-up/accessory-post. You have most likely noticed it if you follow me on Instagram, Facebook or Twitter. If I cannot present you a look I will present you whhat kind of style I use for what occasion.
May 8th: After over a year or friendship, many hardships which we have mastered and many failed tries finally me and my other best friend who is my little sister have met and spent an unforgettable weekend together here in Hamburg which strengthened our bond just more.
May 9th: The day was amazing anyway but in the evening me and my little sister got a message from someone very important which still flashes us.
May 10th: The day which started sad because my little sister had to leave again but I received a very cute message from her which brightened my day again.
May 11th: Mary-Jean O'Doherty the Australian representative from Genealogy finally sent me the answers for the interview and finally I could publish an article about this superkind girl for you on my blog. Thank you!
May 12th: My mother brought home a plant which we named after me - very selfish, I know.
May 13th: Nikki the first guitarist from Her Bright Skies liked one of my Instagram posts. His kindness is my pleasure.
May 14th: A beautiful day all the way since it was my father's birthday and a very important friend came back and we could enjoy a little contact again.
May 15th: I got good news concerning my grand-mother. That relieved me.
May 16th: I have had a successful day at work which is always something to make my day.
May 17th: Another news that relieved me was that a payment I have done finally arrived.
May 18th: I have had a more than good time-plan. Always a happiness for an organizing-freak like me.
May 19th: The Eurovision Song Contest took place again and my country of origin Armenia passed to the grand final.
May 20th: Mika Newton Ukraine representative in Eurovision 2011 liked my post on Instagram.
May 21st: I have had a spontaneous meeting with my best friend which I enjoyed very much.
May 22nd: Great talks with great people are always something to make my day.
May 23rd: The Grand Final of Eurovision 2015 took place and we have had a great evening and full house at home.
May 24th: An important friend and I had a talk after a long period again and he surprised me with an interview.
May 25th: It is always a painful process but I have finally started my first seminary paper.
May 26th: My blog celebrated its third anniversary. I could not be more proud.
May 27th: I have finally found a systematic concept to work on making my biggest dream real and have built contacts willing to help me.
May 28th: My little sistr surprised me with a very cute post.
May 29th: Surround yourself with good people, they say. Especially at work. This was the case when one of my customers said to me that I am a sweetheart.
May 30th: Another good dialogue with a good person that made my day.
May 31st: The two most precious people in my little sister's and my life showed us the importance of a strong bond which we want to achieve as well.


Xoxo ♥ Johanna

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